So, I've  been thinking about this question a lot lately. So many thoughts run through my head of what going to Swaziland, Africa for three months will be like. I guess I can't really wrap my mind around it. I expect to be taken out of my comfort zone and to be broken for the cause of the kingdom of God. This is something I really look forward to and also fear. I have a lot to pray about for the preparation of my heart. I also really need to pray for trust and reliance in God. I want to look to God for my strength, but it's not always easy. 

I've never been on a missions trip longer than two weeks. Sometimes when I think about going on a  three month long trip those three months seem like an eternity. I've had some fears and anxieties about missing home and my friends and family. I don't want these feelings to squander my obedience to God's plan for our team or even for me on this trip. I have to learn to let go and let God.

Aside from the nervous part of me there is a large part of me that is so unbelievably excited. I'm excited to meet our team, excited to start a new chapter in my life, excited to experience a completely different culture, and so beyond excited to meet the wonderful children and people of Swaziland and just love on them.

Our trip is just a little over three months away, but I also really need to trust in God's provision for the finances. I have to keep reminding myself that in the end it WILL work out.

One verse, given to me by a friend,that has recently kind of settled my nerves and put me at peace is Joshua 1:9

"Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be terrified; do not be discouraged, for the LORD your God will be with you wherever you go."

Lastly, I just wanted to say that I'm so excited to meet all of you and I pray for your journey in preparation for this trip :)